It’s been eight years since I tent camped for six weeks in Newfoundland with my partner. The land captivated me. Even though conditions were harsh — or maybe, because they were! — I didn’t want to leave.

Here’s an image from the trip, and a poem I wrote last month.

Newfoundland

one summer we wandered the land
a tiny tent our home
damp shelter against cold and rain and
constant wind which no matter how strong
could not dispel the bugs that buzzed faces
till eyes puffed from black fly bites

we tramped against the chill wind
on boardwalks over peaty bogs thick with insects
balsamic fragrance rising from thickets
of impenetrable spruce which slanted sideways
and tore skin when touched  

on a fog-shrouded black pebble beach
wrapped in our warmest coats
we stood with locals waiting for capelin,
harbingers of whales
mesmerized, we watched shadowy gannets
swirl and plummet through mist
as breakers from the cold Atlantic collapsed at our feet

we rambled over tundra
the spongy ground hugged by tiny white flowers of
partridge berry and bake apple and
dotted with dwarf shrubs and spindly trees
a landscape of rock outcrops crusted with lichen
in hues of orange and pale green
past a cemetery, incongruous
whose crosses splashed white and stark
against the wild barrens
and the grey ocean

these many years later, there are days I wonder—
have I become too used to easy coffee
and how life slips by, without notice?

that summer, we lived on the harsh land
by its terms
clothed ourselves with head nets and toques
rain gear and fleece
presumed nothing
made a barrier for the stove
to keep its tiny blue flame lit against the wind